April 13, 2012
Where does one begin, well I guess you just start…
What was supposed to be a quick in-and-out procedure with my sister-in-law, Michelle, turned into her near death experience. Lost time, lost days into weeks. A place of disbelief, a place of emotions that rise and fall into the abyss.
The clock is ticking as everyone prays and hopes for the miracle between time and space. As the unknown of each day comes to the end and the anticipation of each procedure Michelle’s body can embrace. Another visit to the OR, another chemical of a toxic time-bomb into her small body, another procedure. How much can a small framed body withstand before it says “enough”?
As we all continue to recite “Every cell is 100% healthy and whole.”
Trusting the outcome
Knowing that being so directly connected to our ascended masters, guardian angels, god and goddesses, and all of the animal allies, crystal allies, God overseeing the entire journey of the miracle that unfolds in his time, not our time, which I know has no meaning, just a human’s clock ticking.
The doctors worked diligently to put 16 pints of blood back into her as well as fill her up with so much fluid to keep all her organs working. While her heart was ready to give out in the middle of it all, they put a camera down her neck to receive a true reading back to them, not trusting the computer read outs 100%. All of these procedures were thought out carefully, discussed among each individual doctor’s expertise as we all had to TRUST, TRUST, and TRUST that everything will be smooth and positive.
I applied every healing modality that I knew and shared the angel Raphael prayer with everyone. Everyone placed Michelle in their community prayer groups as well as each one of us just praying for her to be 100% healthy and whole. It was very hard to watch as well as to talk about this. While Michelle’s body always spiking with the fevers and the sounds of all the computers beeping at you. We all had to know that Michelle had a lot more work here to be with her beautiful children, husband, and her family. Love heals and that is where the miracle lies. When you live your life that way it truly magnifies, intensifies, and amplifies the energy “to help and heal.”
When I left Michelle that night before she went into OR in the morning I completely surrounded her in a blanket of emerald green energy with Arch Angel Raphael and all of the ascended masters for a 100% healing in the OR.
That night I jumped out of my bed, awakened to 333 staring at me and I said, “What are you trying to communicate to me?” I began looking for my Angel Numbers book by Doreen Virtue to look up the message behind the number 333, but I had left the book at work. Well to much of my surprise, when reading my message at work it read “You are completely surrounded, protected, loved, and guided by the benevolent Ascended Masters.”
I knew in my heart that I had to give another energy healing that next morning so I quickly got back to her early. When I started driving the car to I-84, a block from our home as I looked up for my red tailed hawk on the cross of the church I couldn’t believe my eyes. I pulled over and jumped out of the car and said “Oh my god, where have you been?! You haven’t been here since last year when my dad was leaving us and I am so grateful to have you back. I need every bit of your power to send to Michelle for a full recovery. Just give me all of your strength and power.” I looked down and as I looked up again she was gone, gone, like WOW, did I really just see this? But yes, I did. I felt all of the energy as well.
Well I quickly got to Hartford Hospital while the doctors were unplugging all of the wires hooked up to Michelle . As I sent all of my healing energy into her body, Michelle opened her eyes, reached for my hand, bringing it to her face. I knew she felt my energy as I explained to her, “Just stay calm. All of the angels and Ascended Masters are here.” She heard me and allowed the guides to be with her as she left for the OR again. Anthony, Melissa and I prayed for a speedy turn around on the park bench outside the hospital, and what was supposed to be a five hour procedure only took three hours, with the doctors not taking out Michelle’s ovaries but removing the Fibroid smoothly, easily, and with very little bleeding. We were all so blessed with gratitude, and just totally allowing the healing energies to flow with grace and ease. Ed showed up for a conformation that Michelle went in and came out with flying colors. On the park bench, as we all were together embracing our answered prayers for Michelle, Ed says “Meg- Look on the lawn next to you.”
Immediately my heart filled with so much joy and amazement as I turned around and saw a huge monarch butterfly. I yelled “Anthony! Anthony! Mom came to be with all of us, how beautiful is this?”
It is still too cold for the monarchs to be here. The weather has been fluctuating between 40 and 60 degrees; they don’t even show up until it warms up. But in my heart I knew that mom came to say “Michelle is going to be fine; let go of the outcome, I hear you loud and clear, I hear you loud and clear.”
We all patiently waited for her return to her room again for her body to rest and return from another OR visit and to focus our energies to assist in healing Michelle.
After a day of complete rest I sent more emerald green, Arch Angel Raphael energy into her body, as well as all of the Ascended Masters. With the energy that I was sending, I know that she was accepting it. The feet were important to me as well as the legs and hands to suck the great energy in. I was so blessed to be able to help and heal with the crystal energy that Deep Arrow woman taught us. The amazing work- it feels so wonderful to be a part of the larger picture. Embracing the miracle which is between time and space. I am so blessed to see and feel the love and energy felt in our hearts.
Love to me will always be the strongest force in the universe.
Jumped into my car to see Michelle so I was driving 80 miles an hour heading west on 1-84, trucking down the highway towards me on my right was a huge, proud, large single turkey. I screamed out and waved my arm “Get back to the woods, you’re not supposed to be on this busy highway!” I couldn’t believe my eyes but when I thought about, I guess that’s why Deep Arrow Woman named me Meg-many totems.
Hawk Scream
April 30, 2012 (morning)
As I reflect on the miracle that I was a part of, I want to say thank you spirit, for directing me to make the important calls that I did to help and assist in the large community prayer circles with healing words of prayer. The knowing, the trusting, the accepting. I truly am grateful. Thank you.
I am grateful
I am successful
I am divine with one.
Send me what I need to know just for today.
(noon)
As I did my prayer walk asking for guidance from my guides, I came out of the woods to start up our hill and I kept hearing “Just stay calm and know. Just stay calm and know.” Out of the sky, soaring directly in front of me flew the huge red tailed hawk, with the massive wings open and gracefully landing on the top of the pine in our yard. It took my breath away; I was so amazed. I stood there feeling blessed. Next, the red tail just belted out a huge cry as I listened and asked “What are you trying to tell me?” Then it just took flight into our woods. I sat down on a huge rock below the tree and just soaked in the moment with the magic that this bird brings to me. It’s the moment and it’s just what I truly needed for today. I am grateful to you in so many ways.
“The Hawk has a distinct cry, one that most people are aware of. Its cry signifies awareness. If you hear the cry of the hawk use your intuitive ability to discern the message and seek the truth.
If a hawk has soared into your life, you require a higher perspective. You need to see the details of what is going on and look at the bigger picture. Take a look at your situation from above.” (source- http://divinesparks.blogspot.com/2008/04/hawk-symbolism.html)